[Ronan just shakes his head at the question in a simple but honest answer.]

It was always there. I just didn't understand it. Too much shit was going on, I think. I didn't really use it until... fuck I don't know, a few months before we were kidnapped to the last world.

[There's a pause, before he offers Bruce a grim little smile- proud and weary at the same time.]

Chainsaw. She was the first time I did it on purpose.